Friday, November 28, 2008

does myspace only for these people?

1. girl cantik & sombong
2. girl xcantik, perasan hot & sombong
3. boy handsome & sombong
4. boy tak handsome , perasan hot & sombong
5. community yang popular & only approve orang2 yang cantik je



well firstly, aku xde la anti sgt budak2 camnie cuma dah rase macam annoying la pulak. i mean come on la, myspace utk cari kawan bkn utk tayang muka sape lagi lawa. shit all those things. serious i wrote abt this bkn sbb aku kena tp sbb some of my friends kena camtu. dgr diorg cerita rasa mcm urgghhh please la, budak2 kt atas tu like stupid people begging to be famous.

sometimes rasa mcm hope sgt Tuhan bg petunjuk kat diorg.Yang plg tak boleh blah, there's one of my friend told me that ada one community ni, only approved people yang have 'good package'. ohh fuck la that community. ape orang yang xde good package tak layak hidup kat dunia ni ke?

ok lastly, aku tak anti budak2 kat atas cuma tak berapa suka je. jz remember that rupa paras hanya sementara je.if ade sape2 yg npk cam baik je cmnt korg tu,layan je la.yg kerek2 tu xyah layan pun takpe. :)


sorry if ade yang terasa :D

Monday, November 24, 2008

how much i miss this feeling

how much i miss the feeling to being love & in love with somebody? A LOT.
damn, i open up one of my friend's friendster page, she's actly my friend from high school. & i've been jelous towards her. so much. she had a lovely boyfriend. yeah. A BOYFRIEND. & how much i miss that. seeing their pictures together is just like i'm almost crying the whole night. it's not the matter i crush with her bf but it's the feeling i need someone that is really fullfill the criteria to be my boyfriend.
& shit, the whole life i only accept people who love me & just ignore about whether he fullfilled my criteria or not.

BUT HOW LONG I HAVE TO SACRIFICE? my heart are bleeding & no one can fix in. no one. my bestfriend said i'm stupid coz still loving him after almost 4 years. without him even care about me. he knows i love him, i stalk him. & the most sad thing is he delete me from his myspace. & i can't even see his face again. NEVER. & he was my crush since i was form 3 until now, i'm 19. & he is HAZIM. (i berani type out his name coz die takkan baca pun my blog.huhu)

jangan putus asa. kerna kita nggak tau apa akan jadi esok hari.

maybe die takkan pernah tahu berapa lame aku tunggu die.berapa lama aku ingat the way he talk, laugh. maybe dia takkan pernah tahu ade perempuan yang sanggup tunggu die. die takkan tahu. dan takkan pernah tahu. dan dia takkan pernah tahu 4 tahun aku ingat birthday die. & i will always remeber it.forever baby.FOREVER.

dear hazim,
aku takkan pernah berputus asa.



Wednesday, November 19, 2008

sweater padini for boi?

dear boi,

if i ade duit lebey i beli ok. btw i nak beli foundation bobbi brown and it cost me rm 150 ! HAHA. & sweater padini tu brape riyal laa weyy. haha.

& yeah luckily lelaki yg kita crush xsame kalaw tk i think abes la kita pegy topshop je belikan baju utk die ek. but i'm wondering apsal lelaki tu same ngan my crush jugak? 100% the same lahh boi. ahahaha.

oh ya sape nak aku belanja die meh la baik2 ngan aku kalaw x melepas la weyy. aku blnje kat mapley mid valley dah la. NGAHAHAHA ;))

sem break !

finally exam dah habes & i am damn great now lagi2 after shopping kat alamanda, jusco w.maju & careefour w.maju. haha. aku taw la aku gile shopping coz place like tht pon aku boleh habes beratus kotttt ;P

owh yah.b4 going back to ipoh kn stop kejap kat petrol pump jln genting klang i guest, aku kuar la nk pegy kedai mesra jz to get some mineral water. yg bestnye abg yg keje kat c2 bukak kn pintu kedai mesra tu utk aku ! aku taw la die pun nk kuar tp omg die bkak pintu utk aku? haha (ntah pape). ok ok pastu aku kuar dr kedai mesra tu then ade sorg mamat kat kete satria nih pndg2 aku plak. ok & yg plg xleh blah is what siap kenyit mata kat aku ! omg ! haha

then aku cpt2 masuk kete n guess wht kerete dia lalu dpn my dad's vios n die still pndg aku. gile meroyan ah mamat nih. huhu. ok first thing yg aku tny kt my sis is, angah aku nie cantik sgt ke? HAHAHAHA.ok i noe i am so perasan :P


p/s : aku hanya cantik bila pakai tudung.malangnya aku free hair. haha.



Sunday, November 9, 2008

i miss my blogger

ohhh lame gile babeng tak update blog ! now i'm back wth lots more hot storyyy :D
ok new story i baru broke up dgn my boyfriend & damn yeah i feel FREE !
then busy with my final exam yg susah gile babi
& plan nak pegy fly fm anni. sape nak join? :D